September 2011
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done.
Done -(infinitive.) Performed; executed; finished; Us.
09/03/11 01:29 am the decision is mutual, we both want a ceasefire. we fought over a small thing but uncontrollably, it grew big. all eventuated through text messaging which i think worsen everything. the tragic end happened simultaneously with their finals and our midterms. i hope he did well but for me, i ain’t that confident...
no facebook update, no tumblr post, no text...
walang goodmorning text? ay wala na nga pala kami.
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do your best during the relationship, not after...
last na to:
bakit makikipagbalikan ang isang tao at sasabihin niyang mahal ka niya at hindi niya kayang mabuhay ng walang kung hindi pa siya ready na mahalin ka. anssaaaveh? ikaw ang magulo at hindi maintindihan. arggggghhh!
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yung feeling na maiiyak ka na lang sa sobrang...
ayoko maging bitter.
pero ang hirap.
we're done.
He isn't ready to love me.
this is enough.
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09-03-2011
ngayon lang ako nagburst out ng sobra sa kanya. i always try my best to be calm and patient when it comes to him. pag sobrang naiinis ako, imbis na awayin ko siya, tinotopak nlng ako and sa sarili nlng. hindi ko nilalabas sa knya ung galit ko. ayoko dahil masakit ako magsalita. padalus-dalos at matalas tlga ang dila. ayokong masaktan ko siya kaya sa’ken nlng. mas mabuti pang wag ko siyang...
August 2011
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ang sarap sabihing, "hi, buhay pa 'ko."
fuck. kung gusto mong magconcentrate sa exams mo....
miss na miss na kita! pero gusto ko ikaw naman ang...
hindi ko alam kung paano mo natitiis na ganito...
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Dear Apollo & Athena,
It’s been some time now since I and your dad became together. Unofficially, it has been six months already. Though it wasn’t formal, it felt like we broke up last night. There was no finalization but his messages yesterday justify we’re done.
The problem started when I took notice of his sensitivity. I think we clash because he acts more feminine than me. I just want him to change, be manly for...
July 2011
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it's happily complicated.
misunderstandings are inevitable in relationships.
We got ups and downs but he can’t handle the latter successfully. he said he got a weak heart especially because it’s his first time to fall in love. he left me. but after i guess the whole night, he asked me return. i was so depressed because i value him so much already but the fact that he can’t fight for me or even bothered...
June 2011
7 posts
falcon ♥
6.00pm of Thursday 23rd of June, we were dismissed. classes were all suspended. no PUVs available. all people, specifically students, compete for vehicles. roads are clogged with stranded cars that can not pass through the 5-feet tall flood (acc. to some news) at Sto. Domingo, Araneta.
supposedly, i’ll be going home at commonwealth with my highschool classmates. i was so surprised to see all of...
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a cold weather, a warm heart ♥
the low pressure area brought rain all day. i went to school to get my uniforms. his class was cancelled so he got a 4-hour break from 9:00am to 1:00pm. i arrived by 10.00 but he fell asleep. we met around 12o’clock. i got irritated but when i saw that face, gosh. haha. i melted :3 he treat me some lunch c:
i missed him so much. i pinched his cheeks whenever i got the chance to. he’s...
i made a video for him ♥
he was sad and i tried to make him happy. the link’s over here http://www.4shared.com/video/dOe0ENuU/levelled.html
i recorded a song for him as well: http://www.4shared.com/audio/dusPofrk/surprise_modified.html
i spent my whole afternoon for this. i hope he liked it. well, it’s not much.
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May 2011
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(✿◠‿◠) (◡‿◡✿)
i rendered my community service today. i had to gather 50 signatures for the 2-page anti-landmine campaign. last night, i set my alarm to 6:00am but i woke up by 5:45. i was sooo excited!! i really want to see him so badly. it’s been 5 weeks since we last saw each other. we met by 9:20am and headed our way together to the school through a bus. he got his new hairstyle. he is oh so drop dead...
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aurora! ♥
May 15 2011 12:50 am to May 17 2011 1:34 pm no communication for 60 hours and 44 minutes. tulaley ako for 2 and half days. i did some stupid things pa nga. i ate cold rice fresh from our refrigerator wtf. i was so boggled and worried. hundreds of what ifs dominated my mind. i updated him of the hours passing by but i received no reply. forever sitting in front of our pc...
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adios!
sad to say, all things got endings. he can’t fight no more. i can’t force him either and i never won’t. if it’s his decision so be it. all people leave. all of them for everything’s ephemeral in this world. it hurts a lot and tears can’t withdraw the pain. though i may not love him much, i’ve given a part of myself too. now that he’s gone, i’m...
April 2011
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28 (a date that reads: to infinity)
9.00 am yesterday i was awaken by a phone call from abroad. the magic jack tone just blew my eardrums, i can’t just ignore it so i picked it up. loaded with my nonsense morning thoughts, i spoke nothing but “uhhh.. yeah. hmmm..” my aunts just decided to hang up.
i realized i was alone in our house. my mama went to the public market to buy our supplies for a week. we’d be...
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uprise (on my part)
20th of April my bestfriend and i talked. honestly, i am wholly bothered with my love life. I like jerwin. he is cute and adorable but sometimes he lacks humor. We are getting along very well. But i can’t kinda show my affection for him because of my friend. i always consider him. i don’t want him to be hurt because i know he loves me. unconsciously or not, i...
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Watchhe made this for me. the sound was kinda creepy. ahaha. nvm. it’s still special because he made it :DD
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end of our book?
his text message was:
“sorry den madali akong gumive up kase habang tumatagal napapalayo ka saken eh, kaya gumawa na lang ako ng paraan para maging stable tayong dalawa at ndi sa kadahilanan na minamadali kita, ayaw ko lang na mawala ka saken :( “
i don’t know what to say, think nor feel. confusion devours me. but all i know now is when two people destined for each other parted...
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waaa. (@_@)
i was so guilty a while ago. i made fun of him. since he got his new number, i kinda played as my mom asking him to stop courting me. he got sad. i wasss ssooo damn guilty. then he told me his love kinda decreased. i think it was so shallow and he is over reacting. i admit it’s my fault but hey is that relevant? >.< then he said goodnight by 10.30 and until now he is still online. i...
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