aurora! ♥

May 15 2011 12:50 am to May 17 2011 1:34 pm
no communication for 60 hours and 44 minutes.


tulaley ako for 2 and half days. i did some stupid things pa nga. i ate cold rice fresh from our refrigerator wtf. i was so boggled and worried. hundreds of what ifs dominated my mind. i updated him of the hours passing by but i received no reply. forever sitting in front of our pc waiting for an update from him. forever checking my cellphone waiting for a text message from him. forever switching tabs from his tumblr to his facebook page. forever pressing F5. i was soo pathetic. HAHAHA. but it just made me realize one thing Ü the tears and lots of thinking spent are proofs that i love him! super depressed tlga ako. felt so incomplete. like naiiyak nlng ako pag bgla ko siyang naaalala. haha. parang nagbreak kame pero hindi naman kame. when he texted me yesterday, i jumped in great excitement and happiness! well, his message was just:

KRISTINE.

HAHA. idc how short it is but it really gave me hope. then i replied “JERWIN!”
after a couple of minutes i got this:

just want to say…
i’m sorry i hurt you
i didn’t mean to
i’m sorry i hurt you
i regret it, i do.
what i did, i regret
so lets make up and forget
cause you’ve already entered my heart
you’ll be here forever and ever
i love you! <3

i ssoooo blushed.screamed.jumped.smile.in short asdfghjkinikilig. it felt like nabunutan ng tinik. parang nanalo sa lotto. then i paused for like a minute. i prayed. then i told him that i love him too :)

we’re catching up. i really missed him a lot!! i promised myself to never make him feel that way again :) well, i guess its true that you will appreciate a person’s worth when she/he’s gone. so i’ll never let him go again! swear ♥